The more I seek to love others and hear their struggle, the more I fall back on the Lord. The more real he becomes. It’s not that I didn’t believe in him, it’s that we’re growing closer. Our relationship is strengthening. I can see more of what he’s given ME and more of what he’s done for ME, he’s personal now. The more he reveals, the more I want to live for him, love for him. The more I go to him asking him to take over my thoughts & my life… becoming more of a vessel for him than pathetic old Elli.
I will love who is in front of me, not because I can, but because he died for me. It makes sense. Truth makes sense. So much more sense than any of my thoughts or emotions.
There is absolute truth and that is God’s love.